kl trip vit family 24.10.10

dis is de place dat my parent most like go have lunch de..(in SG Wang)...hehe....
dat day is sunday mornin..i early mornin cum out from my hostel..take bus n lrt go til AMPANG!!!!hehe..i ajak d my parent,my sis n my uncle to have breakfast at ampang..dis is my favourite AMPANG char kuey teow...NICE...yummy

izit it so cute??i take dis photo at SG Wang one corner de

shop..is sell fruit juice de...it act so cute for me to take photo..hahaha....

累了

我真的好想放弃你，当我没见到你，我就可以没事的。当我看见你，就会情不自禁的想和你说话。
天啊!!!!救救我吧！！您让我失意也好，让我对爱情没了希望也罢，就只想自己能真的做到！！
真的好累，我快撑不下去了。我好矛盾。这儿对他说：我可以忘记你，但这儿却一直对自己和你之间存下小小希望。
请给我些指引吧！！！

我放弃了

我想，我是真的该放弃了。
他昨夜很凶很凶的骂我，甚至不回头看我一眼。我心灰了。他说他其实已选了她。我其实不该再找他，因为越见他一次，我就被伤多一次。我求他等我改变。他只冷冷的说了一声“嗯”。
我虽不懂我是否可以做到忘记他，但我现在不能不这样了，因为他心里已没了我，我懂得。是我自己不接受，但我还是会遵守我对他的承诺，就是我会改掉我的坏习惯，不再乱发脾气，会控制我的脾气。我会变回以前的陈淑云，让你开心，也不觉得你自己有喜欢错我。
在我心里，我还是会等你回来，选择和我一起。

不会再扮伟大了！

有些人，他围绕，守候在你身边很久很久，你却不珍惜。
现在，他要开始放弃你，离开你，才在那儿哭哭啼啼，求他别走。
他昨夜哭了，他问我，为什么当初我不好好珍惜他，他现在没那么喜欢我了，要离开我了，我才和他纠缠不清，他很辛苦。我也只能和他抱着一起哭。我叫他给我些时间，我会让他喜欢回我，就像以前一样。他说他也不想让我从他身边离开，他说他还很喜欢我，只是没像以前的那般疯狂喜欢。他女友也叫他二选一，他说他快崩溃了。
我现在能做的，只有等待和改变。我这次会好好争取我要的幸福！我爱他

heart die

this time reali is heart brealk til pieces n die d..i cant believe dis vil happen..act i gt predict it vil cum bt dis as dis fast..yesday,his gurl fren cum til to here to find him..I scat til cry out n shivering,my heart pump til veri fast til lik wan drop out d..the thin dat i oni noe to do is cry cry n cry..i cry til whole day d..my fren say i no power to cry or angry her as she is his gf,gt power to cum here..myn boss oso say so,sumore say dat i oni is a third ppl in their relationship..i reali no power to do anythin..so..dis time my heart break n die,i reali hope dis is the last time d..i noe dat i cant take de second dose of these d..if nt i sure vil go hell d..hope dat i can remove him from my life..i wann abcum last time de chan shu wan..always happy n happy..no tear no sad..concentrate in studies..aim for pointer 4.00....i vil do it..U!!i will forget u d..2DAY,28.9.10..is new chan shu wan reborn..go go go!!!!

heartbreak...

2day..when c he having hp chat vit his gurl..in my hear fel so sad..is reali lik a knife stap inside ur heart..veri pain..i reali duno wat i wan 2 do..i hope i nvr lik him..i hope i can reali hate him..bt he jus act lik normal..izit he jus ply vit me?y he dun1 let me go?i veri suffer..everyday oso nid c him,c him hp chat vit his gurl..i reali hate self 4 love him..who can teal me how 2 stop these???

19.9.10..borin day..

2day i 11am de bus bak kl d..bout 12noon,i receive a msg..is from him..he ask me wat time bak,n ask me bcareful,n ask me reach d muz msg tel him..
Y nw u oni vil care bout me??when i reach hostel time..i on FB..i c him leave me a msh..is say he is nw oni temporary break vit me..vil couple vit me de.....
Zadao d...he nw treat me as barang??put me aside,then ltr cum take bak??